"BECOME NUMB" lyrics

I've become numb, I've become numb
I've become numb, I've become numb

I've become numb, I've become numb
I've become numb, I've become numb

Every night, it's a fight with my conscience
Close my eyes and the nightmare is knocking
Whoa, fear is taking hold

Every day, I'm a slave to the voices
In my mind, livin' blind to my choices
Whoa, losing all control

Try to run, run, run, from the beast inside
But it's catching up to me, I can't hide
No, there ain't no angel that's on my side
I'm runnin', runnin', runnin'

I've got nowhere to run, I've become numb
I'm going through hell and nobody can tell
I'm searching for the light when the night comes
I feel lost in my thoughts
And it constantly haunts me
Heaven, send some help
I don't believe that I can help myself
I've got nowhere to run, I've become numb
The fear of letting go, it's got me coming undone
I've become numb, I've become numb, I've become
I've become numb, I've become numb

Yeah
Ba ba, ba-da-dee, da-da day (I'm)
Fucked up, like I'm on cocaine (Yeah)
Tongue tied, every word's livin' in my brain
I'm faking a smile every day, but
In the depths of my heart, I feel numb (Yeah)
Can't tell who the hell I've become (Nah)
I get rattled by the fact that I'm living in the past
I think I'm coming undone

Tell me how the hell to break the spell of feelin' broken
Try to speak my mind, but every time it's like I'm chokin'
'Cause I'm waking up and I'm breaking down (Yeah)
Hard to stand up when I hit the ground (Yeah)
Maybe someday I can turn it around
Until then, I'll be stuck in my thoughts, full of doubt

Try to run, run, run, from the beast inside
But it's catching up to me, I can't hide
No, there ain't no angel that's on my side
I'm runnin', runnin', runnin'

I've got nowhere to run, I've become numb
I'm going through hell and nobody can tell
I'm searching for the light when the night comes
I feel lost in my thoughts
And it constantly haunts me
Heaven, send some help
I don't believe that I can help myself
I've got nowhere to run, I've become numb
The fear of letting go, it's got me coming undone
I've become numb, I've become numb
No way to sugarcoat it
I've become numb, I've become numb
My mind is overloaded
I've become numb, I've become numb
With thoughts, I've never spoken
Inside my heart is chokin'
I'm broken, b-b-b-broken

I've become numb, I've become numb, I've become
I've become numb, I've become numb

Try to run, run, run, from the beast inside
But it's catching up to me, I can't hide
No, there ain't no angel that's on my side
I'm runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin'

I've got nowhere to run, I've become numb
I'm going through hell and nobody can tell
I'm searching for the light when the night comes
I feel lost in my thoughts
And it constantly haunts me
Heaven send some help
I don't believe that I can help myself
I've got nowhere to run, I've become numb
The fear of letting go, it's got me coming undone

I've become numb, I've become numb
The fear of letting go; it's got me coming undone
I've become numb, I've become numb
The fear of letting go, it's got me coming undone
I've become numb, I've become numb
I've become numb, I've become numb
It's got me coming undone
I've become numb, I've become numb, I've become
I've become numb, I've become numb