"i don't wanna be bitter anymore" lyrics

The other day I got coffee
With a friend we were talkin'
Said she was seein' someone new
She gave me all of the details
And as far as I could tell
There's no reason to disapprove

She's happy
And it's healthy
And she deserves that
So why was
My first thought
That it won't last

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Bitter anymore
Bitter anymore

I question people's motives
When they get too close 'cause
I don't trust anybody
And I downplay my friends' success
Maybe 'cause I'm jealous
And deep down I wish that was me

It's stupid
And it's petty
I'm just insecure
Can somebody tell me
What I do that for

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Bitter anymore
Bitter anymore

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Bitter anymore
Bitter anymore

Wish that I could fix it
Be more optimistic
'Cause I've been feelin' so empty
It's gettin' so exhaustin'
Don't know how to stop it
This isn't who I wanna be

I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Bitter anymore
Bitter anymore