"FATHER" lyrics

I am not mine
I am not mine
I am not mine

Cut me up and sell my parts
Lay me to waste and bend all my bones
I am yours
Brake my soul and cut too deep
Watch as I bleed myself to sleep
I am yours

Beloved father
Show me your saving grace
Sing me to sleep so I can die and rest within this place
Beloved brother
Show me your holy space
So you can see the light go out when you smother me
(Smother me)
Beloved father

A dying wish resonates from my soul
Bury me deep, stay awake, make me whole
Until the unholy wonders has taken its toll

Throw me down to the nothingness
Keep me here 'til I am
The emptiness

Beloved father
Show me your saving grace
Sing me to sleep so I can die and rest within this place
Beloved brother
Show me your holy space
So you can see the light go out when you smother

Breed, you're not forgotten
You're not alone, you're not alone
Breathe, I'll stay beside you
I am yours, I'm always yours

I'll stay here till my body decays
And if I ever see a light through this thick and hollow haze
I'll do my best to not divide my thoughts throughout this concrete maze
Seeing things as clear as day though your empty holy rays

I've become one
With the nothingness

(I am not mine)
I am not mine

Heavenly lover
Show me the life I owe
Heavenly lover
See to me as I grow