"Heavy Feather" lyrics

Does anybody know how to find this meaning we're looking for?
Take all my possessions, I don't need them anymore
With half a map and a broken compass, I carry on, I carry on

Give me a voice, I don't know the words to speak
Give me a choice, but I don't know what I need to keep
Endlessly, I'm losing parts of me, my reflection is infinite
I know it's within me, an inspiration to be set free, to be set free

Finally, I've made it to the other side
Abandon me and let me stay here forever, oh
It's out there somewhere, something that defines me
This meaning we're looking for

Give me a voice, I don't know the words to speak
Give me a choice, but I don't know what I need to keep
Endlessly, I'm losing parts of me, my reflection is infinite
I know it's within me, an inspiration to be set free, to be set free

When the sun goes down, I lose a part of me
Then I let the voices in, I lose a part of me
I lose a part of me
I lose a part of me

Endlessly, I'm losing parts of me, my reflection is infinite
I know it's within me, an inspiration to be set free, to be set free

This mirror mask has become my skin
Look at me now and tell me what you see
My reflection is infinite
A black hole that sucks me in, sucks me in