"Refrigerator" lyrics

I think the apple fell
From the tree too early
I keep saying I didn't ask for this
To my therapist in therapy

Painfully self-aware
A master manipulator, got my
Spikes up like I don't care
And I'm cold as a refrigerator

But know that you're always
Know that you're always on my mind
Don't need a soulmate
Don't need your hand 'cause I've got mine
And we're wearing the same armor
And we wear it to survive
Survive each other, that's the only reason
Why, you can't be in my life

It hurts like hell to keep
Everything inside my chest
But it takes trust to be this vulnerable
And I don't have any left

I know I'm painfully self-aware
A master manipulator, got my
Spikes up like I don't care
And I'm cold as a refrigerator

But know that you're always
Know that you're always on my mind
Don't need a soulmate
Don't need your hand 'cause I've got mine
And we're wearing the same armor
And we wear it to survive
Survive each other, that's the only reason
Why, you can't be in my life

And I'll surrender
Over dirty dishes
Make bad decisions
Do what I could do
At least I admit it
But you're committed
Playing the victim
This one's on you

Painfully self-aware
A master manipulator, got my
Spikes up like I don't care
And I'm cold as a refrigerator