"Dissolution" lyrics

Dear brother, how did we end up here?
When I think about the good and hold back the tears
Late nights we spent, planning forever
And the lump in my throat, to you it never meant a fucking thing
It's not the person who you choose to be
But the person that I want to be
So I carved a line into the sand between
So I could figure me out
Is it better to have loved and lost?
When you decided that I'm not enough
They say love is blind, so I opened up my eyes
So I could you figure you out

I've lost all faith I had in you
This time I can't close, this time I can't close
We live, we grow
This time I can't close my mouth

All the times that I was there to pull you out
All the lies I had to hear and close my mouth
The times I'd hear you pulling down my name
The pain I feel dragging me into all your games

I've lost all faith I had in you
This time I can't close, this time I can't close
We live, we grow, you stay so closed
This time I can't close, this time I can't close my mouth

I know you'll blame, but it's all on you
This time I can't close, this time I can't close
We live, we grow
This time I can't close my mouth

After all was done
How could we be the same
After so many chances?
I hope, hoped you'd change
After everything I gave
I gave you the answers
This ain't a fucking game
You can't just walk away
Not expecting a reaction
'Cause I've been burnt before
Tryna to put you out
But you keep going back for more
You put me through hell for me to know
I think it's time, I need to let you go

I've lost all faith I had in you
This time I can't close, this time I can't close
We live, we grow, you stay so closed
This time I can't close, this time I can't close my mouth

I know you'll blame, but it's all on you
This time I can't close, this time I can't close
We live, we grow
This time I can't close my mouth

(This time I can't close my mouth)