"Best Lesson" lyrics

I don't know where to begin
There's a voice within, crawling
Came to you only to blame my failure
If only I could push away my vanity

I'll trade everything I have now
For you to come back anyhow
I thought I deserved someone better
Never realized that you were who mattered

I wonder why it's so hard to move on
You let me free but it feels like a prison
No one can fill the hole and I won't pretend
You are the best lesson I've learned

I search for forgiveness in the depths of my soul
Trying to mend the pieces, trying to be whole
What if I lower my ego
What if I never said so

I'll trade everything I have now
For you to come back anyhow
I thought I deserved someone better
Never realized that you were who mattered

I wonder why it's so hard to move on
You let me free but it feels like a prison
No one can fill the hole and I won't pretend
You are the best lesson I've learned

If you refrain from coming back to me again
Let me swallow my pride to make amends
Don't tell me to find someone better
Now I realize that you are who matters

I wonder why

I wonder why it's so hard to move on
You let me free but it feels like a prison
No one can fill the hole and I won't pretend
You are the best lesson I've learned

(You're the best lesson)
Best lesson I've learned

Best lesson I've learned