"He Loves Me (He Loves Me Not)" lyrics

I could sit here all day
Recite the words you used to say
I wrote them down on my wrist
Hating me would be better than this
You would ignore my calls
Ignore what I wrote on your wall
You probably tore up my list
You probably forgot that I exist

Tell me truth, what would you do?
If I told you "I'm coming to find you"

He loves me, he loves me not
He left me here, I'm starting to rot
The way he talks gives me butterflies
Even if it's only pointless lies

But I don't give a damn
I only want to hold, hold his hand

I want nothing more
Than to hear you knocking at my door
You moved away when I moved closer
You hated me, you called me a monster
But I won't apologize
I miss the scared look in your eyes
When I said, I'll always follow
Where you are is where I will go

Tell me truth, what would you do?
If I told you "I'm coming to find you"

He loves me, he loves me not
He left me here, I'm starting to rot
The way he talks gives me butterflies
Even if it's only pointless lies
He loves me, he loves me not
I pick the petals and I watch them drop
And he's with me inside my head
And when I'm done, the flower's dead

But I don't give a damn
I only want to hold, hold his hand

Tell me truth, what would you do?
If I told you "I'm coming to find you"
You'll run away and catch up slowly
You're my religion, I swear you are holy

He loves me, he loves me not
He left me here, I'm starting to rot
The way he talks gives me butterflies
Even if it's only bullshit lies
He loves me, he loves me not
I pick the petals and I watch them drop
And he's with me inside my head
And when I'm done, the flower's dead

But I, I don't give a damn
I only want to hold, hold his hand
I, I don't give a damn
I only want to hold, hold his hand