"Abigail" lyrics

I can't bear to look at the Sun when it shines
And all of my dreams play out in black and white
I don't like the things that I thought that I liked
And you're always there in the back of my mind

'Cause to you it all pales
Abigail
I remember those nights
In such vivid detail
Abigail
You're all over my mind

And you glow
Of course you do, of course you do
And you glow
Of course you do, of course you do

There is no light without the darkness
So I know there are nights that you have left behind you
Filled with loathers and goaders, glass-housed boulder-throwers and men
Who leave you shaking where they find you

But it's me you impale
Abigail
As I beg for my life
In such vivid detail
Abigail
You're all over my mind

And you glow
Of course you do, of course you do
And you glow
Of course you do, of course you do
And you glow
Of course you do, of course you do
And you glow
Of course you do, of course you do

I was kissing your thighs, baby, all September
Keeping me up at night
God, I still remember
How it felt when you lied like I never mattered
On the Lower East Side, I'm collateral damage

'Cause to you it all pales
Abigail
I remember those nights
In such vivid detail
Abigail
You're all over my mind