"Inevitable" lyrics

I wish you slept in the bed that I made
With lights round my head and your hands round my waist
I did it all for you, I'm a bird of paradise
But you never slept here and I never asked why

I dreamed you came in from the fire escape
And we fought about how you never think a couple will make it
Have you ever been wrong? No you're untouchable
Then you touched me like we were inevitable
Yeah you touched me like we were inevitable

But oh lord, am I wasting my time
Changing my life for you
Oh lord, if it's time on the line
I only know how to lose
No matter how it gets spent
It's faithful as all beginnings and ends

I'm alive but just barely
I'm hardly awake
It's the ringing in my ears
Keeping my thoughts at bay
I'm a liar (I'm a loser) I'm a leper (I'm a freak)
But you make me forget that whenever we speak
Whenever we

But oh lord, am I wasting my time
Changing my life for you
Oh lord, if it's time on the line
I only know how to lose
No matter how it gets spent
It's faithful as all beginnings and ends
It's faithful as all beginnings and ends