"time machine" lyrics

If I had a time machine
I'd save myself the misery
I'd go back to when you left me
Warn myself that it'd get messy
I would flip the narrative
Break it off before you did
I'd leave out important details
Even block your name on email

Conversations that replay in my head
Far too late, but here's what I should've said

Fuck you, my feelings aren't a game
Liar, I'd say it to your face
You are my worst mistake
You never deserved me
Coward, I wish we never met
Loser, have fun with the regret
You never deserved me
Doing better anyway

If I had a second chance
I'd gaslight you then hold your hand
Lyin' about everything
Make you feel the way it stings
If I could repeat that day
I'd make you cry and watch you decay
Promise what we had was real
But truly it was sex appeal

Damage done and now you've ripped me into shreds
Far too late but. here's what I should've said

Fuck you, my feelings aren't a game
Liar, I'd say it to your face
You are my worst mistake
You never deserved me
Coward, I wish we never met
Loser, have fun with the regret
You never deserved me
I'm doing better anyway
You never deserved me
Doing better anyway

I wish that I could change the clock
'Cause I'd ditch you and just laugh it off
Tell you that you're just a waste of space
And I took the blame
I'd take your fake apologies
'Cause I know you never cared for me
I wish I had a time machine

Fuck you, my feelings aren't a game
Liar, I'd say it to your face
You are my worst mistake
You never deserved me
Coward, I wish we never met
Loser, have fun with the regret
You never deserved me
I'm doing better anyway
You never deserved me
I'm doing better anyway
You never deserved me
Doing better anyway