"Dark Dreams" lyrics

I feel alone
No, I'm not okay
Feel like I don't want to be here
No, not today
Be here night and day
Smiling but I'm dead inside
No, they can't feel my pain
I woke up and start thinking about death
If I ain't seen nothing else, you know that shit be strange
I ain't seen nothing else at all
Blood on the walls
I had a dream in an all black room and I couldn't do nothing but fall
I had a dream that I made it out
Woke up still stuck on the couch
Feeling my system, can't feel nothing else
Nothing feel like what I'm doing

Yeah...
Fuck talking to me, why you playing with me?
Hurry up and tell me why she wearing those jeans
They keep telling me slow it down
But I can't, I'm never going to leave
Yeah
Say you do too sometimes
Swear it be hard keeping up with your lies
Looking in the mirror, devil in my eyes
I might overdose and die just when I'm still here alive
I could have gave you everything
Fell in love and you played in my face
I could have died plenty times
Don't got to be surprised I'm still here today
I'm surprised I'm still here today
That's my money on top of my plate
You taught me a lesson, it was not to believe a thing you say
I had it hard but I found my way
Money on course for I bought my chain
Let me take this X pill and do it again

No, I'm not okay...
Feel like I don't want to be here
No, not today
Be here night and day
Smiling but I'm dead inside
No, they can't feel my pain