"Spark" lyrics

I'm gonna leave tonight
Don't like what the mirror has to say
When I've had too much to drink, no
You could never try
To see that I was nothing but a kid
That just wanted something different from the hate and the silence
Know you can't relate
You said someone's looking down on me
He don't like what he sees
If I don't stop my mind, then you won't look after me
So I go and lose myself alone
And hope to God you don't notice

Don't say I'm not good enough 'cause you showed it
Said I've got a lot of heart, now it's broken
Now you're crying 'cause I can't be saved
I'm just cleaning up the mess you made

You don't see hope for me being anything
I'm better off broken
I sold my soul to this city
Left alone, gotta think about where I'm going
Lost for a living, that's all I know
You said I'm never gonna be someone
But I lost that, now I gotta drink about it
I don't wanna dream, wanna think about it
All I said when I left my home
I could be it, get sick from the song
And I know I might be wrong
Wanna be loved
Oh my God

Don't say I'm not good enough 'cause you showed it
Said I've got a lot of heart, now it's broken
Now you're crying 'cause I can't be saved
I'm just cleaning up the mess you made

Don't say I'm not good enough 'cause you showed it
Said I've got a lot of heart, now it's broken
Now you're crying 'cause I can't be saved
I'm just cleaning up the mess you made