"Hard To Do" lyrics

It was hard to do - in fact, it scared me half to death
If I wanted an apology, I'm glad I didn't hold my breath
Everywhere I looked, I was stumbling and feeling stalled
And I wanted to be honest, and admit it was a little my fault

An open mind doesn't mean you have an open heart
And it feels just fine if you suspected it from the start
It's sometimes enough to say we lived to tell the tale
But the test of time is a test that we will always fail

Don't wait for me, honestly
I'll never be at apogee
Don't wait for me, honestly
I'll never be at apogee

Inside us all, there's a whisper saying "don't give in"
But a louder voice says "what are you thinking? Don't even begin"
I should tuck it away, maybe hide it on a dusty shelf
Sometimes it takes everything I've got just to face myself

Don't wait for me, honestly
I'll never be at apogee
Don't wait for me, honestly
I'll never be at apogee

I'm pitching for best glide
Power makes altitude rise
I'm pitching for best glide
Power makes altitude rise
I'm pitching for best glide
Power makes altitude rise
Don't wait for me, honestly (for best glide)
I'll never be at apogee (altitude rise)