"Fresh Start" songtext

Was given orders, was tortured, with no love, fighting with goal here
Runnin' against walls, couldn't make them fall, illusions wraped
I learned that in life, dreams don't thrive, it's all just a lie (A lie, a lie)
I needed advice, needed someone to guide me with love and ice

I did what I could, I was young, I was restless, I was a fool (Fool)
And I couldn't make it, could never make it up to you (To you, to you)
Now I crashed hard, there's no fresh start
(Crashed hard, fresh start)
Always on the run, everyday is struggles since I was your son

You declared me (Declared me, declared me)
A refugee (Refugee, refugee)
When all that I want is you to hold my hand and help me stand up
(Help me stand up)

(But you know where to be found)
(When I'm falling)
Will you remember me?
(I don't know if last night, if last night)
Will you remember me?
(I don't know if last night, if last night)
(But you know where to be found)
(When I'm falling)

It's all repeat in the saints and the demons, they stole your wisdom
Like me you were born, angelic one, your love wasn't torn
You needed advice, needed someone to guide you through sacred times
But you didn't make it, felt bad for the naked who crossed the line

Crash hard (Crash hard), This is no fresh start (Fresh start, fresh start)
Now press hard (Press hard), This is no fresh start (Fresh start, fresh start)

(But you know where to be found)
(When I'm falling)
Will you remember me?
Will you remember me?
(Will you remember me, remember me?)
(Will you remember me, remember me?)
(Will you remember me, remember me?)

Nothing is forgotten
Stay asleep, not time to leave
Wide awake
I won't forget
For the sake of Jesus
I pray
I pray