"Comfort Company" lyrics

Looking for something to believe in
I couldn't face the truth
I feel the sweat get in my eyes
I can't, I can't, I can't unwind
When I get caught in this, I panic from the feeling
Said it a couple times, I won't give up, I'll try
But I'm running dry

Pick me back up just to let me down
'Cause when you come 'round, you don't make a sound
Said you wanna build, let me break it down
I don't know if I even really wanna bounce
Got a lot of things that I'm tryna be
Stretch me so thin, think I gotta leave
Everyone around sees me on the ground
Pick me back up just to let me down

The time is always slowly fleeting
I couldn't wait for you
Thought I'd be more and though I've tried
I can't, I can't, I'm out of time
It's all just chemicals that move my body forward
Is it a miracle we somehow make it by?

Pick me back up just to let me down
'Cause when you come 'round, you don't make a sound
Said you wanna build, let me break it down
I don't know if I even really wanna bounce
Got a lot of things that I'm tryna be
Stretch me so thin, think I gotta leave
Everyone around sees me on the ground
Pick me back up just to let me down

Can't stay here
It's the comfort of the company I keep that makes me anxious
So I choose to lose
Everything I'd ever asked for
I was bending over backwards for you

Pick me back up just to let me down
'Cause when you come 'round, you don't make a sound
Said you wanna build, let me break it down
I don't know if I even really wanna bounce
Got a lot of things that I'm tryna be
Stretch me so thin, think I gotta leave
Everyone around sees me on the ground
Pick me back up just to let me down

Pick me up right now
Pick me back up just to let me down
Pick me up right now
Always gonna let me down