"Spiders" lyrics

Is it all that you wanted
Your hair blowin' in the cold breeze?
Secrets within the trees
That are not revealed to you
You're frightened over your nature
Your promises, they escape you
What's one more burden
On the back of this beast?

I can't take back all the hurt I've caused
Everything I love, I have somehow lost
It's four in the morning
And the spiders are crawling
In my mind, replaying pictures
Of all that I can't undo

Love, I'm trying
But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes
Love, I'm trying
But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes

Is it a stain on your conscience?
Is it more like a mural?
A memorial for all those
Who you tried to be
Is it how you imagined it
In the great wide open?
All you've left unspoken
Now just hanging in the breeze

'Cause I can't take back all the hurt I've caused
Everything I love, I have somehow lost
It's four in the morning
And the spiders are crawling
In my mind, replaying pictures
Of all that I can't undo

Love, I'm trying
But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes
Love, I'm trying
But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes
Love, I'm trying
But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes

So soon my old friend
I hope that I never see you again

Love, I'm trying
But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes
Love, I'm trying
But I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes
Love, I'm trying
But I can't pull myself out of this one
No, I can't pull myself out when the darkness comes