"Caffeine And Bad Decisions" lyrics

Right about now, I've bruised every inch of my body
It's moments like these that remind me that I'm shoddy
And the pain still lingers
In the tips of my fingers
Leaving me stuck sipping on cold coffee
I repeat my mistakes, and repeat the repetition
The kind of mistakes that don't make good television
There's a heart racing that I've been chasing
Running on caffeine and bad decisions

I'm bleeding while the choir sings
"Libera me, Domine"
I'm bleeding while the choir sings
With a smile on my face

From basement shows to classroom lows
From campfires to cathedrals
We know our songs, they won't live on
'Cause we're crickets, forgettable people
That's okay, I'm okay with that
As a matter of fact
I'll sing these tunes as I sit next to you
And we'll forget all the things we lack

I'm bleeding while the choir sings
"Libera me, Domine"
I'm bleeding while the choir sings
With a smile on my face

I spent so long feeling something's wrong
Only beautiful when I'm hiding
I almost got to the mountaintop
But I slipped as I was climbing
And as I rot, I hear the waves against the rocks
I try to sing along
I don't miss blue lights, I don't miss bar fights
But god, where has my spite gone?

All we've ever learnt from this is
We've learnt nothing at all
And we're still the same old stupid kids
Stealing library books from school

I'm bleeding while the choir sings
"Libera me, Domine"
I'm bleeding while the choir sings
With a smile on my face
I'm bleeding while the choir sings
Libera me, Domine
And I'm bleeding while the choir sings
With a smile on my face