"Infection" lyrics

Why do I second guess everything I've ever tried
Nothing real ever happens when I take your advice

I don't wanna show you honesty
It's such a waste
You don't wanna know that side of me
So go away

Why did I fall in line?
It left me blind
I'm feeling useless
I've lost my mind

It's taking over my body, so contagious
It's seeping into my blood and I can taste it
Coursing through my veins, I'm not sane
I've lost my direction, I caught the infection again
(Caught it again)

Why did I let you in, let you win, give you a chance
Fighting fire with fire till it ignites our skin

I don’t wanna show you honesty
I’ll never tell
You don’t wanna know that side of me
Living in hell

Why did I fall in line?
It left me blind
I'm feeling useless
I've lost my mind

It's taking over my body, so contagious
It's seeping into my blood and I can taste it
Coursing through my veins, I'm not sane
I've lost my direction, I caught the infection again

I can't take another step
I'm lifeless, out of breath
I've hidden underground
But it found me in the depths
I can't take another step
I'm lifeless, out of breath
I've hidden underground
But it found me in the depths

It's taking over my body, so contagious
It's seeping into my blood and I can taste it

It's taking over my body, so contagious
It's seeping into my blood and I can taste it
Coursing through my veins, I'm not sane
I've lost my direction, I caught the infection again