"Relapsing" lyrics

It's dark
It's cold
My mind is not my home [x2]

It makes me sick to know I have voices in my head
I lost my mind before I knew what it meant to be sane
Give me more time
When did I cross the line

I want a reason I want an answer
I want a reason someday
I want a reason I want an answer
I want a reason now [x2]

How am I standing here

What is the message
What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow
There is progression
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt

Sickness and business do mix as well as you'd think
Freedom and wisdom I need you to keep me clean
Give me new life
This noose is getting way too tight

I want a reason I want an answer
I want a reason someday
I want a reason I want an answer
I want a reason now [x2]

But I'm still standing here

What is the message
What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow
There is progression
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt

Relapse relapsing [x2]
Detox detoxing [x2]
I've gotta be better than this

What is the message
What are the chances that I'll be living tomorrow
There is progression
I'm still standing here
I'm gonna hold my head up high before I'm dead in the dirt

Relapse relapsing [x2]
Detox detoxing [x2]
I've gotta be better than this