"Mother" lyrics

Forsaken, I'm broken
My desire to take away these demons in my mind
I'm calling for your name
But I can only catch a silhouette of your smile
I've told you many times before
I've always had the answers for
The pain and suffering
The lies you told, the pain I'm in
I told you I would take you there
Away from all your frights and fears
Forget your misery
But the seasons change so rapidly

I'm taking one last look
At your picture, slowly fading in the fire
I'm staring at your name
But there's a silence that looms inside of me, at your grave
It's like I just forgot to breathe
It sucks the life right out of me
I've lost before but now I'm sure
You aren't the girl I thought you were
Two years have passed and all I see
Your shadow always haunting me
Forget my misery
'Cause my feelings change so rapidly

I've contemplated this before
You took my hand and said, "No more"
You took my eyes so I can't see
You filled my lungs, so now I breathe
The dust and death beside your grave
As if it wasn't enough to save
Your life so many times

I've contemplated this before
You took my hand and said, "No more"
You took my eyes so I can't see
You filled my lungs, so now I breathe
The dust and death beside your grave
As if it wasn't enough to save
Your life so many times
So you stabbed me in the back and I had to watch you die