"I'm Not Well" lyrics

I don't wanna breath, no
I don't wanna take that breath, no
I don't wanna seen, no
I don't wanna wake up yet, no
I don't wanna live, no
I don't wanna leave my bed, no
I don't wanna leave, no
I don't wanna leave my bed

You're not what I need
That's what you said to me
Love just isn't us
I know it's hard to breath
You're so far away
So baby can't you see
Fate just doesn't work
'Cause you're not here with me

I do not feel well
No, I do not feel well
I never think about the rise
I only think of how I fell
I do not feel well
No, I do not feel well
I think I really hate my life
No, I just really hate myself

If you think that I'm the one
Then you don't know that I'm a coward
I been playing with a gun
I think I might just cock it backwards
Every night I wanna die and I just hate this fucking pattern
I've been stuck inside my bed
And I don't think I have the power
To make it out
To ask for help
I'm by myself
I feel vacant now
My family says I'll be okay
But I just don't know how
Every day is like nightmare
There's no getting out

There's no getting out
There's no getting out
I'm not well
I'm not well

I don't wanna breath, no
I don't wanna take that breath, no
I don't wanna seen, no
I don't wanna wake up yet, no
I don't wanna live, no
I don't wanna leave my bed, no
I don't wanna leave, no
I don't wanna leave my bed

'Cause I'm not well
I'm not well
'Cause I'm not well
'Cause I'm not well