"Deviant" lyrics
Something inside of me is watching me and waiting
And the thing which scares me the most is when I cannot fight anymore
I'm hearing speaking the voice of my father
Disturbed by fits of abstraction silences of mind
I always do what voices in my head tell me to do
"You are no one, a child of naught, you'll burn in fire
You have to hide
Shame of life, mistake of nature, swathe your face, your monstrous features
You are condemned!"
I always do what voices in my head tell me to do
Altered and disfigured, dysmorphophobia
The eye fixed, a razor in the hand, determined to commit the worst
The cost of the loss, a psychic rebirth
Through this path enslaved to my own delirium, delivered by auto-mutilation
In front of my reflection so detestable, I tear pieces of my face
Again until I will be unrecognizable
My acts relieve my mind, I forgive myself his absence
But the voices still present, speaking to me
And the thing which scares me the most is when I cannot fight anymore
I'm hearing speaking the voice of my father
Disturbed by fits of abstraction silences of mind
I always do what voices in my head tell me to do
"You are no one, a child of naught, you'll burn in fire
You have to hide
Shame of life, mistake of nature, swathe your face, your monstrous features
You are condemned!"
I always do what voices in my head tell me to do
Altered and disfigured, dysmorphophobia
The eye fixed, a razor in the hand, determined to commit the worst
The cost of the loss, a psychic rebirth
Through this path enslaved to my own delirium, delivered by auto-mutilation
In front of my reflection so detestable, I tear pieces of my face
Again until I will be unrecognizable
My acts relieve my mind, I forgive myself his absence
But the voices still present, speaking to me
