"waiting" lyrics

And I was waiting outside, by the door
In front of my house
I don't even know what for
And nothing really matters, no more
I was waiting
On my own
Can you imagine how it is to float
Without grip
No hold
And I can put on a smile if you want
Everybody look
I can smile if you want

Does anybody know
Where these dreams come from?
Does anybody know
Where I belong
Does anybody know
How I fight these thoughts
Does anybody know
How to move on

'Cause I've been waiting for way too long
For a sign
For somebody to open that door
Just something that makes me want
To feel
Just a little bit more

And I was waiting out there, that night
In the cigarette smoke
No light
And I told myself, it's alright
To be lost
That night
Do you know how it feels to fall
Your face down
Feet up above
These days I don't recall
Who I am
What I want

'Cause I've been waiting for way too long
For a sign
For somebody to open that door
Just something that makes me want
To feel
Just a little bit more

And I was waiting outside, by the door
In front of my house
I don't even know what for
And nothing really matters, no more
I was waiting
On my own
Can you imagine how it is to float
Without grip
No hold
And I can put on a smile if you want
Everybody look
I can smile if you want
I can smile if you want

'Cause I've been waiting for way too long
For a sign
For somebody to open that door
Just something that makes me want
To feel
Just a little bit more