"Optimystic" lyrics

I need to get a grip on what's happening around me
I need to take a dip in the Pool of Tranquility
I lock myself away alone inside the bedroom
It's easy breezy can't' ya please me with the head gloom straight to

Happiness. Wanna die. Death Kiss. Get High
Stay High. Lose your heart in the heart of a junkyard
Wow! I'm not optimystic now, I'm not optimystic now

Who woulda thunk me always would be a problem?
You shouldn't care pill-popionaire you come and gobbl'em
I'd lock myself alone with you in any bedroom
You're hot d'trot and I am not that's why I'm on this path to

Happiness. Wanna die. Death Kiss. Get High. Stay High
Close your heart. Back to start. Brains go
Pow! I'm not optimystic now, I'm not optimystic (now) now

Happiness. Wanna die. Death Kiss. Get High. Stay High
Close your heart. Back to start. And your brains go
Pow! I'm not optimystic now, I'm not optimystic now
I'm not optimystic now, I'm not optimystic now
I'm not optimystic now

Ooh... optimystic!
Ooh... optimystic!
Ooh... optimystic!
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Na-ee-ow-ow-ow
Na-ee-ow
Na-ee-ow-ow-ow
Now