"Blood For The Blood God" lyrics

I'm always dozing away (I'm always dozing away)
But I'm constantly (Constantly)
On the edge of my seat and I can't fall asleep
Feels like I'm losing the day
I've never counted sheep (Never counted sheep)
I've just routinely (Routinely)
Tripped over my feet, my alarm on repeat
I just don't know me

For so long
Things just haven't changed
Cut all the lies that I said to myself
Well, maybe I'm to blame
For so long
I could say it's the weather
Cut all the lies that I said to myself

Don't hold your breath
I'm just waiting on progress
And if I'm being honest (If I'm being honest)
I'm just scared of the truth (So scared, so scared)
All those things that I said that I meant to myself
I never saw them through

And everything I've said
Could never pay my debts
That I owe my friends
Who haven't left me yet
And everything I've said
Could never pay my debts
That I owe my friends

For so long
I know I haven't changed
Cut all the lies that I said to myself
I know that I'm to blame
For so long
I could say it's the weather
Cut all the lies that I said to myself
I want to get better
I want to get better
I want to get better

Wow, that's almost impossible
Well, first of all, through God, all things are possible, so jot that down