"I Only Let You Down Now" lyrics

I only let you down now
Like last night
When I went out for a smoke
Said I would quit weeks ago
Didn't feel right

I really let you down
And that's fine
I made a mess of myself
And I can't take it back
Like the last time

Would you still blame me?
If I did better would you
Would you still blame me?
If I did better would you
Would you still blame me?
If I did better would you
Would you still blame me?
If I did

Head first, I'm headed for the pavement
I swear I've done this all before
Walking in circles, thought I was past it
Thank you for waiting
Thanks for the lessons I ignored
Caught in this too long
If I don't change, then I'll never get past this

So here we are again
Got a sad excuse, and I'm picking up the pieces
I never wanted that
To be the way you look at me
Would you ever come around again
Would you?

Still blame me
Wish I was better at putting this back together
Still blame me, still blame me, still blame me, I'm sorry

Head first, I'm headed for the pavement
I swear I've done this all before
Walking in circles, thought I was past it
Thank you for waiting
Thanks for the lessons I ignored
Caught in this too long
If I don't change, then I'll never get past this

I only let you down now
I only let you down
I only let you down now
I only let you down now
I only let you down

I know that I'm to blame
I only let you down now, I only let you down
I know that I'm to blame
I only let you down now, I only let you down
I know that I'm to blame
I always let you down now, I always let you
Down
Down

Head first, I'm heading for the pavement
I swear I've done this all before
Too many times I've walked these circles
Too many days I've fucked myself
Thank you for waiting for me

It's the last time I'll let you down