"Painless" lyrics

So how's it going? Where've you been?
Paused too long said you slept in
What a clever way to
Shut me up, to me make feel at ease

You've got this really funny way of
Always shrugging off the pain
But you're my rabbit's foot, my safety hook
I hate you feel this way

With all the luck you'd think that brings
Would passing stars still mean a thing
It felt more than
Wishful thinking

I can't take back that wasted time
Just know you never wasted mine
Out of reach and out of sight
I'll wait for you

Said you'd reach out
You knew you wouldn't want to
Crossed your mind
But you wouldn't really know what to say
I'm here. Would you please just tell me
How you're doing?

Said you reached out
You knew you wouldn't want to
There wasn't time
But you wouldn't really know what to say
I'm here. Would you please just tell me
How you're doing?

Wish I had a knack for telling when you lie to me
And when you say you're fine
But I see dull eyes counting sheep

Wish I had a knack for telling when you lie to me
And when you say you're fine
But I see dull eyes counting sheep

The promises we said we'd keep
Like passing painless in our sleep
This felt more than
Wishful thinking

I can't take back that wasted time
Just know you never wasted mine
Forgotten debts I'd pay

I swear I'll wait for you
Said you'd reach out
You knew you wouldn't want to
Crossed your mind
But you wouldn't really know what to say
I'm here. Would you please just tell me?
How you're doing?

I should've called more
I knew you wouldn't want that
I tried your line
But I wouldn't really know what you'd say
If you're here could you please just tell me
How you're doing

A flame unspoken
Our last bond I swear I'll keep
Pass the torch down onto me
I'll do this for you

With every flicker
With every last breath that I take
I'll live a life worth everything
I'll do this for you

It won't die
It won't die
No, you won't die
No, you won't die