"Slutphase" lyrics

Is it a slutphase or is it a bandaid?
Do I like this outfit? Is it for the male gaze?
Wait, what am I doin'? It's 3 on a Wednesday
And I swear I just hardly recognize myself

Is it a distraction? Is it paranoia?
Should I say, "Sorry" to my new employer?
I miss the old me, I kinda destroyed her
And now I just hardly recognize myself

As if I'm gettin' over
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretendin' that I'm really over
All of the things that I'm not
I miss you, oh my God

I'm gettin' good at fakin'
It's all good for the plot
But everyone knows that I'm breakin', I'm breakin'
I'm sayin' that I'm gettin' over
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretendin' that I'm really over
All of the things that I'm not really over

One night with Jonah, he paid for my dinner
Went dancin' with Jacob, thought he was a winner
Jackson was sweet but I'm still kinda bitter
And most nights I hardly recognize myself
But I just keep tellin' myself

Everybody needs a slutphase
While they're young and hot
I miss you, oh my God

I'm getting good at fakin'
It's all good for the plot
But everyone knows that I'm breakin', I'm breakin'
I'm sayin' that I'm gettin' over
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretendin' that I'm really over
All of the things that I'm not really over

Everybody needs a slutphase
While they're young and hot

Everybody needs a slutphase
While they're young and hot

Everybody needs a slutphase
While they're young and hot