"Birthday" lyrics

I haven't feel this way since maybe seventh grade
I haven't feel this much sparkle maybe ever
And I used to go to sleep at night and pray that I would die
But then I would wake up and be living someone else's life

I wanna thank you, wanna thank you for believing
I wanna thank you, wanna thank you for not leaving

Time took me by surprise
And I made it out alive
For my birthday, my birthday
For my birthday, my birthday

If you would've told me a year ago that I'd be wearing brand new clothes
Then I'd be sending thank you notes and waking up without a headache
I wouldn't have believed it
I couldn't have believed it

I wanna thank you, wanna thank you for believing
I wanna thank you, wanna thank you for not leaving

Time took me by surprise
And I made it out alive
You are all the things I couldn't say
Until my birthday, my birthday
Until my birthday, my birthday

I used to go to sleep at night and pray that I would die
But now I'm feeling better than okay