"Self Destruct" lyrics

It was a bad night, yeah, I saw you on a first date
Didn't think I was someone you could replace
My bad, might have loved you just to feel safe
In the back of a cab and I'm thinking that

I can't be better for you
Say that I miss you, it's true
I can't be better for you
But I wanted to

I hate that I just threw it all away
I'm all in my head
I'm sorry for the things, are you okay?
I wish that you knew how badly I hurt too
I self destruct when I'm with you
So sick of being me 'cause I'm afraid
Maybe I should've stayed
Maybe I should've stayed
But I always walk away

I never thought to tell you anything you did right
The way you held my hand when we were too high
Hope you know it was good, it was perfect
In the back of a cab, got me thinking that

I can't be better for you
Say that I miss you, it's true
I can't be better for you
But I wanted to

I hate that I just threw it all away
I'm all in my head
I'm sorry for the things, are you okay?
I wish that you knew how badly I hurt too
I self destruct when I'm with you
So sick of being me 'cause I'm afraid
Maybe I should've stayed
Maybe I should've stayed
But I always walk away

Take it back
Maybe you should love again
Find a new place, lay your head
Try to forget everything
Take it back
Maybe you can love again
Find a room with a better bed
And a new friend

I hate that I just threw it all away
I'm all in my head
I'm sorry for the things, are you okay?
I wish that you knew how badly I hurt too
I self destruct when I'm with you
So sick of being me 'cause I'm afraid
Maybe I should've stayed
Maybe I should've stayed
But I always walk away