"Autodidact" lyrics

(Begin)
The freethinking brain can finally travel. Take in the radio waves and stew up that imagination
I worry too much
Boredom gets to me
Pussy
Yes they call me this
The masters of the ocean churn down in my mind
Calling me only what I feel at times
I just want to be loved and liked by everyone
Shining down on my every move
Impossible thoughts
Stay on this cruise
Never go back, relaxation calms these metal nerves
Need to just let go and become a giant
Forcing the improvement of our musical system
One can't do such, especially with such
Lack of confidence
Maybe they see it
Maybe they frown upon this face
Time
I keep drifting away
I look forward to these days physically, but mentally they can become very tiring
Why worry
Personal happiness should be all that matters
(I feel this most of the time) days like today Mordecai flies down on this ship
And stares me in the eyes

(Every time, can't change)
Maybe I should just be this bedroom performer I keep hearing of
No pressure, no boundaries... only
Personal pleasing... coward
Yes I call myself this
Control
Control me
Sit back now
Piss it all away
Loser losing lost (scene)