"Smile" lyrics

Feeling pressure around
Real life crashing down
We're going away again

Want to feel no pain
Holding my hands to late
Please understand

I'm floating away
I'm ready to let go
I'm numbing the pain
Just show me a smile
I'm wondering why
I've always been so low
I'm going to try
And show you a smile

Rigid smiles to play
Hoping I'll be okay
We guide ourselves today
Holding on to the change
Past mistakes are insane
Let me be my own regret
Leave me to my own contempt

I'm floating away
I'm ready to let go
I'm numbing the pain
Just show me a smile
I'm wondering why
I've always been so low
I'm going to try
And show you a smile

I remember all the nights that we met
I felt my heart get ripped from my chest
Jealousy is just the color of red
Bring it back so we can pretend

I'm floating away
I'm ready to let go
I'm numbing the pain
Just show me a smile
I'm wondering why
I've always been so low
I'm going to try
And show a smile