"Heartstrings" lyrics

I've been alone
On this island in my mind, I got sand in my shoes
Guess I shoulda known
You'd be the one to give it up, I got nothing to prove
Thought we had something goin'
Reason why so many times I've forgiven you
But your true colors keep showin'
Guess I dodged a bullet
I should probably be thankful

How many times have we gone?
Round and round
I'm not the one to hold you down

Beating on my heartstrings
You keep beating on my heartstrings (Heartstrings)
I could give you ten rings
And you'd still be looking for the next thing, next thing
How many times do I have to rewind
To forget about the shit you do?
I still be trying, I'll get left behind
No, I'll never catch up to you
If it's up to you

Left behind, I don't know why thought this time was different
We were so high, up in the sky, said you were forgiven
Give it a try, we could be fly, don't know why I listened
Don't wanna get hurt again
Leave my heart in the dirt again
Take it back to when we met shit was easier
You said can we kick it, I'm like bet, gotta be pleasin' ya
We were cool as (Ugh), then you did that
Damn, step back, wait a minute
I don't think that we can finish, like

How many times have we gone?
Round and round
I'm not the one to hold you down

Beating on my heartstrings
You keep beating on my heartstrings (Heartstrings)
I could give you ten rings
And you'd still be looking for the next thing, next thing
How many times do I have to rewind
To forget about the shit you do?
I still be trying, I'll get left behind
No, I'll never catch up to you
If it's up to you

If it's up to you
If it's up to you