"Gift & A Curse (Interlude)" lyrics

I feel like I don't love her, I just don't know how to love properly
And it, and it, it's like a gift and a curse 'cause it's like sometimes I overdo it
Like, as far as bein' sensitive, soft, and then I get taken advantage of
And then you go what I'm tryna be, the player, pimp, mack, O
You, um, your must want me more than I want you
And then couple time, that be the one I end up losin' 'em
Because, I, I ain't gon' say I played 'em
But I wasn't a hundred with them like I want them to be a hundred with me
Until like I tell you, eventually you just kinda let it go