"Green" lyrics

In the early hours I left, to find a way
Though the world is moving on, I'm still the same
Fear will kill my mind at last, the thought
The strain, no more hiding under health, but I
Find it hard to pray

And I want you to hurt, my heart, like you always could
And I bet it would feel better, than this darkness
For I can do no good, for I can do no good

Winter stole the light again, the pools of green
Frightened by the sun so white, a sight I'd never seen
Since I'm blue forever more, I find it hard to cope
And there's someone out to get me, there's someone out to get me

But I want you to hurt, my heart, like you always could
And I bet it would feel better, than this darkness
For I can do no good, for I can do no good