"Afraid Of Spiders" lyrics

There is a chance, that I won't repeat the lessons that I've learnt
Instead I'll make the same mistakes, pretend for me, don't prove me wrong
I broke my legs fallings, so now I'm standing still when this pain don't hurt, I'll stop holding on
I'll hit and run, pouring diamond clouds and cobwebs reign the sky, in spite of that I'll stay dry
I'll keep hanging on your threads, still afraid of spiders

There is a liar inside my head, that's scared to death to face the truth
Is this a one way street of promises
You'll have to lie to keep
I'm broken wide open, your safety catch is on
And as my hunger feeds, I can barely breath
Sweet suicide, the black widow drains the blood of butterflies
Survivals living proof that keeps me hanging on your threads
Still afraid of spiders
Is there more to love than simply because, 'cos pain can hurt it he name of love
Simply because it does
So, if I kiss you now, would kiss me back
Pour the diamond clouds and cobwebs from the sky
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

I'm afraid to let go, afraid to be alone
Afraid to give, afraid to own
I'm still hanging on your threads, hanging on your threads
Hanging on your threads, still afraid of spiders
Afraid of spiders

Oh, I'm afraid to let you go, I'm afraid to watch you go
Say it, wont you say it? say it, say you love me still
Oh, I'm afraid to watch you go, why won't you say it? say you love me still
Oh, I'm afraid