"feel okay" lyrics

I don't know how to convince myself to feel okay
I tried to figure out how to do it yesterday
But I got nowhere

I tried to kiss a girl, but I got scared
I tried to read some books

But I didn't see them
Couldn't read them
Didn't need them
Had to pretend

I'm so insecure
Can't do anything, can't do anything
I think I'll just shut up