"lost boy" lyrics

I'm sorry to
Be the one to tell you I'm not doing so good
If you wanna know the truth
This pain is paralyzing and I cannot move
I'll always be that lost boy searchin'
Trying to to find a way to make this all make sense
I don't think I'll ever find my purpose, oh no
I'm hurtin' but I'm still certain

I don't ever wanna be like you
So numb, you're so numb
I never even asked to be human
So numb, you're so numb

And the answers are apparent
I'm a mess (I'm a mess)
My friends keep trying to reach me, wanna hear me vent
But all I seem to focus on is all this stress
To be somebody else
I'd rather hold my breath

I don't ever wanna be like you
So numb, you're so numb
I never even asked to be human
So numb, you're so numb
And my mentality is the hardest pill to swallow
And my mentality is the hardest pill to swallow
I'm not you, I feel everything
I'm not you, I love everything