"CORN-FED YETIS" lyrics

I hoped I could
An empty soul that I can't fill up
See it
Unlike before
Reflections of the moon
So lifeless

And I liked it better
When I could feel my lungs
No emptiness

Pull my head to the sink
I've never felt so low
And I can't hold my breath
Feel it when I'm alone
Dig the glass through my neck
Till there's no feeling left
Drown myself for the high again

I would rather sit here in the silence
Cause I hear enough of the voices and the sirens, no
But I get afraid that if I open up my eyelids
That I won't feel nothing at all
Don't need to catch me if I fall

And I don't ever wanna feel like this, no
There's a poison in my chest
And I don't wanna sound so violent, no
But maybe I should be alone instead

Pull my head to the sink
I've never felt so low
And I can't hold my breath
Feel it when I'm alone
Dig the glass through my neck
Till there's no feeling left
Drown myself for the high again

Pull my head to the sink
Push it down, let me scream
Let me cry, let me beg
Not for life but for death
I am so sick of the sickness
Send me away to the infinite stars
Somewhere I never existed
Show me the light at the end of the dark
End of the dark

Pull my head to the sink
I've never felt so low
And I can't hold my breath
Feel it when I'm alone
Dig the glass through my neck
Till there's no feeling left
Drown myself for the high again

Show me the light at the end of the dark
Show me the light at the end of the dark