"Cathedrals" lyrics

How many years since I last saw you, the innocence in my closet?
It doesn't mean more since you are gone
Keep watching: I failed you at shining, I failed you at breathing, I failed you at growing alone
Fuck your purity
You still punish me with a smile
Hundred nails on your casket and you still punish me with a smile
Always learn
On the wrong side of the beam, a bunch of rafters to unravel
The carpenters of the unseen destroying frameworks of evil
Always burn it all to the ground When it speaks in tongues of faith and rust
We're cathedrals in flames, we're cathedrals of dust
When I fight for myself I can fight for us
You punished me with a smile
I once was your slave, once your lover, once a fraud, once your mirror
A smile to hide the insides, as if our insides had limits
I'm drooling, I'm sweating, I'm pissing, I'm shitting my feelings on green carpets of love In your Eden of teeth
It's our garden now, I see no forbidden fruit
It's our garden now, I see no necks under your boots
I'll feel at home again
Millions of hands craft the gates of a world to change
Under silver wings, angels of abandon still dancing
They dance and they'll never stop
We'll live of all the things we don't know we ignore
The angels of abandon, they'll be waiting some more
Fight for us