"A Long Cursed Sleep" lyrics

I feel like I've lost my mind
Or it might have been lost all this time
And found its way back to me just now
And I'm just not accustomed to having it somehow
I have a vague memory of hiding it
When I was just a little child
I must have been disliking it
Buried, forgotten, and exiled
Oh, and right now

It feels like waking up from a long, cursed sleep
But I deeply loved all of my dreams

Oh, I've been wanting it so bad
Never would've believed you if you'd said
That I'd lose some of my devotion
It would've broken my heart in slow motion
To know that right now

It feels like waking up from a long, cursed sleep
But I deeply loved all of my dreams
Just wish they were lucid
For I believed them to be real
But years did go by
It wasn't just this one delirious night

I had dreams of becoming a poet
A time traveler, and a songstress too
And I've spent decades creating this world
For us, but did it outgrow you?
I just wanna be yours forever
Promise me you won't ever leave
Tell me you haven't lost interest
And there's truth in my stupid dreams

Oh, It feels like waking up from a long, cursed sleep
But I deeply loved all of my dreams
I'll bury my sanity one last time
Hope to fall back into my endless delirious night
Bury my sanity one last time
And follow the white rabbit into my delirious night