"Bewildered" lyrics

I know I never took the time to try to learn the things
That make you come and go
Heaven knows, I'm feeling it now
All those days that came and went, all those evenings spent
With holo cause and disillusion
Acknowledge me this week, upon your calendar, I think
Marks the day of our, of our, disaster
Misplaced affections, misread equations
And the blessing of love, yeah

When you see the curses in me
The crime of your rouses
And we can call it infidelity, no
Or my love of your bruises, yeah

You scrawled your family's name upon the moon
The very same night that they toasted your splendor
The theory, dear, is not to fear, but, oh, can you tell me please
One of creation?
Now this tragedy's surrounding me has taken a turn for the worse
And borders on fascination
To call a spade a spade in regards to shade
And all those who enter (Yeah)

So when you see the curses in me
And the crime of your rouses
Well now we can call it infidelity
Or my love of your bruises, yeah
My heart waits here
Bewildered, a wilderness
My convictions'
Arrangement with vanity, yeah

With vanity
With my vanity

To duplicate this soiled fate, for better or for worse, now or later
Answer me, answer me
This question mark you live and breathe only
Give to me, my belief
My belief in enigma, yes, it does

But when you see the curses in me
The crime of your rouses, yeah
We can call it infidelity
Or my love of your bruises, yeah-yeah
My heart waits here
Bewildered, a wilderness, yeah
My convictions'
Arrangement with vanity
My heart waits here
Bewildered, a wilderness
My convictions'
Arrangement with vanity

With my vanity, my vanity
With vanity, yeah