"Bewildered" lyrics

I know I never took the time
To try to learn the things
That make you come and go
Heaven knows I'm feeling it now
All the days that came and went
All those evenings spent
With holo cause and disillusion
Acknowledge me this week
Upon your calendar, I think
Marks the day of our, of our, disaster
Misplaced affections
Misread equations
And the blessing of love, yeah

When you see the curses in me
The crime of your rouses
Well, we could call it infidelity, huh
Oh, my love of your bruises, yeah

You scrawled your family's name
Upon the moon the very same night
That they toasted your splendor
The theory, dear, is not to fear
But, oh, can you tell me please
One of creation?
Now this tragedy surrounding me
Has taken a turn for the worse
And borders on fascination
To call a spade a spade
In regards to shade
And all those who enter (Yeah)

So when you see the curses in me
And the crime of your rouses
Well now, we could call it infidelity
Oh, my love of your bruises, yeah
My heart waits here
Bewildered, a wilderness
My convictions
Arrangements with vanity, yeah

With vanity
With my vanity

To duplicate this soiled fate
For better or for worse, now or later
Answer me, answer me
This question mark you live and breathe
Only give to me my belief
My belief in enigma, yes, it does

But when you see the curses in me
The crime of your rouses, yeah
We could call it infidelity
Oh, my love of your bruises, yeah, yeah
My heart waits here
Bewildered, a wilderness, yeah
My convictions
Arrangements with vanity
My heart waits here
Bewildered, a wilderness
My convictions
Arrangements with vanity

With my vanity, my vanity
With vanity, yeah