"BAD VEGGIES" lyrics

Feeling lost again
Just back then when I couldn't be anything
Medication and the pressure
Stole my voice stole my dick
Stole my precious dreams
Is this really all this heartless?
Are we just doomed to be stuck where we started
If this is it then I don't wanna become anything

Feeling lost again the way that I was
It stole my voice and body
Trying to make me give up
But

But when everything is quiet
It's louder than a scream
Uh oh uh oh
What is this thing inside of me?
I can't drown it out alone
I need you to help me

I hided how it made it feel
But it still didn't
Work
I tried to hide how I was feeling
Still- but still my feelings hurt

Who's that in my head?
Replaying over again without knowing
Bring you down and I know it

Let her
Try to be polite
When I'm down
Push her down into the marble floor
In the piggy pen
In a body, born to be let down

When everything is quiet
It's louder than a scream
Uh oh uh oh
What is this thing inside of me?
What does it need? what does it mean?
I can't do this on my own
I need you
Please