"Remember When (Ashes & Acid)" lyrics

Nails biting, back sliding
Just when I've got everything I want
You rise and haunt me in my house
The ghost of the soldier
Who I became for you is gone
Now I'm just drinking on my couch

I find it hard to remember when
I got ashes and acid in my eyes
It's hard to remember when
I learned the hard way that everybody dies
I could feel the weight on my shoulders
Lift as I disappeared
It's kinda hard to remember when
When the future whispers in my ear
I'm coming back to life
I'm coming back to life

The sun hurts, my brain hurts
You left me boiling in my skin
With no one here to let me out
When your sweat broke
Your cigarette smoke
So lovesick all day every day
I still taste it in my mouth

I find it hard to remember when
I got ashes and acid in my eyes
It's hard to remember when
I learned the hard way that everybody dies
I could feel the weight on my shoulders
Lift as I disappeared
It's kinda hard to remember when
When the future whispers
In my ear
I'm coming back to life
I'm coming back to life

And my hunger comes to me
Like I forgot to eat
And my hunger comes to me
And I begin to breathe again
My voice in the fields
I hear it for the first time
My voice in the fields
As I begin to live again

I find it hard to remember when
I got ashes and acid in my eyes
It's hard to remember when
I learned the hard way that everybody dies
I could feel the weight on my shoulders
Lift as I disappeared
It's kinda hard to remember when
When the future whispers
In my ear
I'm coming back to life
I'm coming back to life