"Walls" lyrics

I've tried a lot of ways to come down
I've tried a lot of ways to come up again
Up again
I find it hard to not hit the ground
I'm here a lot
But I feel a lot is passing me by

Understand the way I feel takes me a lot
But I'm getting closer and closer to heal
Closer and closer to heal

You said to break down the walls but I'm building them up again
Because it's making me sick if I keep on swallowing, whoa
I'm building up my walls, I'm truly shaking off the rust
Brick by brick it's fading, I feel it falling off of me

I've had another moment of truth
'Bout who I am
I've lost connections to what I want to be
Want to be
I thought I had it all figured out
Was so far off
Confessing that allows me to break free

Understand the way I feel takes me a lot
But I'm getting closer and closer to heal
Closer and closer to heal

You said to break down the walls but I'm building them up again
Because it's making me sick if I keep on swallowing, whoa
I'm building up my walls, I'm truly shaking off the rust
Brick by brick it's fading, I feel it falling off of me

I'm building up my walls, I'm truly shaking off the rust
Up my walls, shaking off the rust
Brick by brick it's fading, I feel it falling off of me