"Underneath" lyrics

I'd trade this cloud for a hurricane
With enough water to wash away
A flood to drown the ground that's falling out from under me

Laced with all of my regrets
I cling to everything I've got left
There's a feeling I have within
Your tendencies have become my sins

Reaching toward the sky for rain
Black and white and shades of grey
I know the pain it comes in waves
And then you crumble underneath the weight

Holding on to all that's wrong
A calloused soul turned from sand to stone
Directions etched into the wall
To a place we never left at all

Reaching toward the sky for rain
Black and white and shades of grey
I know the pain it comes in waves
And then you crumble underneath the weight
And then you crumble underneath the weight