"Stubborn" lyrics

Staring in the night I see
Light taking over me
Do I really wanna feel?
Emptiness and lack of love
Looking at the stars above
Take another sleeping pill
New morning like the others
A day of endless summers
Without sense so it goes
Standing in the light I see
A shadow laying under me
Smiling my way to the grave

Where's my place, where do I exist?
Should I fake, should I take a risk?
Will I break?

Cause I've been circling around the idea
I've been stubborn, uh, uh
Suffering surrounding the ideal
I've been stubborn

Landing in the night I breathe
Blindfolded overseas
Do I have the right to feel?
Emptiness and lack of love
Looking at the dark above
Making my way through the haze
New morning like the others
A day of endless summers
Without sense so it goes

Where's my place, where do I exist?
Will I break?

Cause I've been circling around the idea
I've been stubborn, uh, uh
Suffering surrounding the ideal
I've been stubborn

And if you know, and if you know, and if you know
And if you know, and if you know, and if you know
And if you know, and if you know, and if you know
And if you know, and if you know, and if you know

Circling around the idea
I've been stubborn
Suffering surrounding the ideal
I've been stubborn
'Cause I've been circling around the idea
I've been stubborn, ooh, ooh
Suffering surrounding the ideal
I've been stubborn

Where is my place, where do I exist?