"Find Myself Again" lyrics

I've been holding on to everything I know for way too long
Found a comfortable position where I feel like I belong
Built a wall so no one sees the things I could be doing wrong

Now every mirror that I cross is showing me somebody else
The one who got it all looks different than the one who needs some help
It's getting kinda hot in here, in this self-created hell

I need to change my ways before it's too late

I don't have time to catch my breath
I need a way out of this mess
I'm looking for clues on who I am
Need to find myself again

Is there a way I can escape?
I'm tired of this endless escapade
Before I forget just who I am
Need to find myself again

I see my friends grow every season like the plants I used to own
And all the books that I've been reading, they are mostly just for show
Everyone I should've read is catching dust on shelves at home

And in the midst of all the chaos, I keep smiling all the time
But I don't think my mom believes me when I say: "I'm doing fine"
And the truth is, I've been losing, I've been losing every night

I need to change my ways before it's too late

I don't have time to catch my breath
I need a way out of this mess
I'm looking for clues on who I am
Need to find myself again

Is there a way I can escape?
I'm tired of this endless escapade
Before I forget just who I am
Need to find myself again

Tell me that I'm worth it
Tell me how to love myself
I'm building up the courage
But I could use a little help

Tell me that I'm worth it
Tell me how to love myself
Oh, I could use a little help

I don't have time to catch my breath
I need a way out of this mess
I'm looking for clues on who I am
Need to find myself again

Is there a way I can escape?
I'm tired of this endless escapade
Before I forget just who I am
Need to find myself again