"The Voice In My Head" lyrics

Momma said she never wanted a gangsta, but she wanted a son of her own
Wanted him wholesome like a doctor
Carry on with his own broken home
Not a convict with a temper
Who's recently out of parole, but a counselor in a workshop who usually works alone

Ohhh, blocking out the voice in my head, cause I know it's not you
In and out of consciousness
I cannot sleep, cause the hopelessness is starting to bleed through
Ohhh, blocking out the voice in my head, cause I know it's not you
In and out of consciousness
I cannot sleep, cause the hopelessness is starting to bleed through

Why would I even believe in the things that they might have said
They don't go right through my head
They not a thing to me, no
They not a thing to me [?] with my enemy
They not a thing to me, telling me that they want me dead
Blocking out the voice in my head
They ain't a fan of me
Wanna see me dead by the goons that they sent for me
It's all wasted energy
Snap on, root pop my head like a Kennedy
Is anything stopping me. no
I ain't got time for emotional hoes
Then myself open quickly arose
Shovel is shotgun all of the poles
They think I'm disposable
Put me in boxes like I'm just poseable
Thought I was [?]
You hear a [?] explainable
They either with us or not
When he left, who calling the shots
It's all in my head, possibly, guess he still voices the plot
It's true, I know it's not you, it's still the kid for [?] break through
And we will wear but a [?] without [?] the [?]
I'll bash my head into a mirror shower [?]
A messy voice is telling me to go farther, but I resist

Blocking the voices of all in my head
Blocking the-Blocking the voices up all in my head
Blocking the-Blocking the voices up all in my head
Blocking the-Blocking the voices up all in my head

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Tonight, we're talking about the otherly world
We're reaching out to the word of the dead